sometimes, i feel to stupid and tired to guess wad the ppl around me or the ppl hu i care a lot are all thinking about.. i always feel huam beings are too complecated to understand.. and me, such a simple person oso became very strange during these days.. my birthdae came..
i hate my 17th birthdae.. though i've got lots of birthdae gifts from my buddies and friends and juniors.. but still, i cannot cheer up.. just because of him.. i thought abt do amething crazy on him in the morning of my birthdae.. but ifaild to do anything cos he was late for school that day.. my class guys gave up their chance to attend the basketball match with the K class and this made me lost another chance to do something special.. or even i should call it crazy.. So i went the C class to meet my friends there and "added oil" to their class team.. XiaHan gave me very strange smile when i looked at him.. Erhmzz.. have to say that i am used to recieve that kinda smiles right after somebody said the phrase " whole level noes" to my buddy.. wad should i say? XH said that person is too LIUMANG and not worth to love.. but i told him that i just love his LIUMANG QIZHI..
i noe i might be crazy.. tml will have our soccer match.. SH and Sally juz told us that they dun wan to be the reserve ones, they want to get into the match not sit there and watch.. then, we said "yes","ok", and den became the reserve ones.. wad i feel? nothing.. i should tell u that.. really, i feel neither angry nor sad.. it's my life.. which is being controlled by the god.. the god hu loves me sometimes and hate me more often..
something is wrong abt ZR and ME.. if u dun care, dun why i alwasy should be the one break the silence? I hope i am not a human..
