wooooh... nearly been killed bvy the 4c gals just now.. they all felt mad abt the basketball match.. 4K VS 4C, actualli it was so amazing.. the match and the players, very nice show.. =D
my class refused to go attend the matches. monitor said, we dun have enough ppl.. okok.. den i have to go 4C matches with my 4C friends..
But, the thing was that i always think ***** is the best player, and all the things he did was the right things.. and this made the C gals very angery at me and kept scolding me and even pinched me and kicked me.. i flet very sad abt that.. i reali treat them as very good friends but they see me as enemy when watchng the match.. YIqing told me that i would beta go other side cos the gals here will kill me soon..
XiHan kept craping "*****,*****" when saw me in canteen.. he said neva care abt playing bbal with 4K cos they K guys always play with them schollars and neva win for once.. Is it true? actualli i dun believe that.. 15:10 was the fact..
that stupid winnie's words was finalli come true.. no guy is not flirt.. yep, todae is the first time to get to noe another him.. I used to believe that he neva like to talk with the gals, but todae i saw him talking with many gals.. He was playing Base and attracted many gals in the foyer, many many gals.. i dun dare to look at his face, dun want to see how nice he played.. for me, it's ald enough to just stand behind him and look at his back.. i enjoyed that kinda special feeling.. that made me kept thinking abt a very lame sentence, there always is a good woman behind any successful man.. and i reali felt angry abt myself cos wheneva he turned back and saw me there, i become not able to control myself and then, my legs start to run..
I hate the uncontrolable spirit inside my body.. I can neva understand wad i am reali thinking abt and wad i reali want to do or need to do.. I hope i can understand myself more and noe wad he is always thinking.. all i want is the fact, i dun care abt the past, but i wanna noe why i can fall in love so deeply with a guy that i am not reali noe..
i hate the me alwasy talking with a bad mood with my buddies.. i always hope others feel sorry abt wadeva wrong thing they did on me, but neva wish to be the one say sorry first.. there alwasy got somebody to make me feel upset abt many meaningless things.. it's not a happy day for we 4 todae, especiali for ZR and me.. maybe not for todae only bah, there are some problems that we had to sit down and try our best to solve weeks ago but we neva want to care.. and now, i should say that the problem between us become stronger and huger.. i hope i can bear wadeva stupid childish things she asks me to do.. but she neva want to do something for me.. A gal from 4A kicked me in the toilet on wednesday, i felt very scared and dunno wad happenned, and very soon, i noe wad the game is as soon as i saw that gal "a****y".. i feel too tired to get into any game now.. I wonder why gals have to fight with each other just becuase of some guys? I dun wish to become one of them and also dun like to be one of the childish players in the meaningless game..
I hide, wheneva i saw his eyes on my eyes..
